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i want this. but not game enough..

is it best to follow your head. do the logical thing.. or follow that gut feeling. that makes everything feel good or bad.. or even to listen to the listen voice in the very back of your mind that is whispering.. your lost. where are you going? what do you really want?….  

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jen.

my old room.

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ah time passes you by when your having fun.

not that i’ve been havin much fun..

Since my last post i’ve moved to the land of queens. I needed to escape wollongong and all that reminds me of my past. harder then I thought it would be. I can’t let certain things and people go. certain memories and thoughts i wanted to stay there. feelings i thought would die havn’t. 

as much as you want memories to just disappear and thoughts to fade they never seem too.. well not as fast as you would like.

I am now twenty. i couldn’t wait to turn twenty. wanted to get rid of my teens and all the terrible things they brought along. they weren’t very kind to me.

I had my first single valentines day since i was sixteen. was wierd. not having to buy someone a card. be lovey and nice for a day. make more effort then normal. i miss having someone to hug and call mine.

I am now getting ready to visit home. not sure if it’s a good idea or not. i’m dying to see a certain someone but i think this will make it worse for me. trying to get over you first love is a little ridiculous.

but i promise to keep you update from now one.

shalese.

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